When you spend two hours writing out what you're feeling because you can't sleep goddammit, and then realize there is absolutely no safe place to post it, so you make it private so you can just keep spinning on your hamster wheel alone...

Well, it's been seven months now (gee, look at that, next time we have another "not an argument" I can just go to my Livejournal for proof of timing, since I apparently didn't write it on the calendar ( Read more... )

Yesterday was...wow. I don't really have words to describe it.
All I know is I had no emotional brakes, and there is *no* rational reason for it.
Nothing hormonal. No sleep dep (sure, I hadn't gotten enough sleep, but 7 instead of 8 hours does not constitute sleep dep in my world). Eating was fine - plenty of protein, I wasn't hungry.

( Danger Will Robinson! There be dragons back here... )

Well, okay...maybe not *day* (we'll see how quickly I get back to everybody...weekends are always "iffy"). But still, you get the idea. Thanks to
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 Wow...the spring and summer is filling up FAST with events we are planning to attend.

I just got word - my workshop proposal for Heartland at Our Haven as been accepted! WOOHOO! :D
I get to be a presenter! *does happy dance*

Here's the info for those interested (note, the website isn't updated yet):

Heartland Polyamory Conference  May 23-26  
The ( Read more... )

From Uncle Bob...

"Tilting at windmills hurts you more than the windmills."
     - Robert Heinlein in  Time Enough For Love

Sometimes just because something doesn't feel good, doesn't mean you should take it personally. 
It may not make it feel any *better*, but it keeps you from making it worse. 
*nods*
Got it.

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